Nothing (c)

The things I see
Are the things I hate
I hate the fact that
Family members have to
Flaunt around
Showing off boyfriends
Knowing the fact that
I don’t have one
I want to cry
I want to runaway
From it all
Does anyone know
How it really feels
No one in this family does
Not even my sister
Understands
Probably because
She is one of the “cute” ones
Unlike me…
I’m not cute
I’m not pretty
I’m not smart
Or anything else!
I’m in a family that
Encourages me
But doesn’t really encourages me
I’m lost in a “pretty” family
And everyone sees everyone else
But loses me