Finally asking...(c)

Take me back please

I don't deserve You

But You've always been there

I have been running

For so long

That I don't even know

Who I am

Where I'm going

Or anything

Please help me find

Myself again

Please help me find

You again

I know I won't be perfect

And I know that I would run again

I'm lost in the world

And I'm finally asking for help

Feb 5, 2007

Draw me close to You
Never let me go
I lay it all down again
To hear You say that I'm Your friend

You are my desire
No one else will do
Cause nothing else could take Your place
To feel the warmth of Ypur embrace

Help me find the way, to bring me back to You

You're all I want
You're all I ever needed
You're all I want
Help me know You are near...

As these lyrics sync in to my head
Feeling lost and alone knowing that
I could never change my past.
Wondering if I can change my ways
So I can be happy again.
I will never know....

The only thing that comes to my head
And the main question
What have I done?

My mind took over
The mind that has given up on
Family, Friends, and God
What have I done?!
I"m killing myself
Because of how I"m acting
And not listening to God
I'm following the world
Where have I gone
When He was there beside me
The whole time?
I'm now lost in the world
And too stubborn
To ask for help....

Feb 4, 2007 (c)